these times they are a-changin....
you wouldn't know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat
everything i do is a mistake
i've got my things, i'm good to go
when people whisper it makes her nervous.
your good intentions count for little anymore
sleep away the afternoon
i just want another chance to live
please speak slowly, my heart is learning
it wouldn't have worked out anyway
being strong means being heartless.
is patience still waiting?
so count the days till you give in
40 years go by with someone laying in your bed
now you're gone, and it's forever
you promised, you said it, you're done.
you shook me all night long
it was nice waking up next to you
i am hanging on every word you say
here's the thing, we started out friends
it's beautiful missing something that much
you learn to love the price you pay
i can't tell you from the drugs
what do i do?
comfort & joy
i won't always love these selfish things
there's no perfect ending
if i could sleep forever, i could forget about everything
i wont always live in my regrets
the stars are coming out in waves
are you trying to wake me up?
that girl doesn't live here anymore
i'm feelin so alone...i can't believe
all i wanna do is look at you and know i'm okay
is it over now?
pull the trigger and the nightmare stops.
but i can't tell you from the drugs.
it seems so out of context
i love the way you make it sound
the memory remains
not that much to see, so much to say
don't it always seem to go that you don't know what you got till it's gone
i don't like the drugs but the drugs like me
once again i'm on this floor
there's no antidote for irony
i can't go home, cause you're my home
the 11th hour
i leave you with sentimental photographs
how do i release this?
the past i hold inside
it's compromise that moves us along
how can you say i go about things the wrong way
i'm dressed, fed, and high.
it's either love or hate, i can't find inbetween
silence for the next disaster
some things you can't erase
something's always at stake
it's not always rainbows and butterflies
just because i do
another lonely day
how am i different
the worst is over, you can have the best of me
i need a beer to wash it all away
i've got a really weak heart
take me home country roads
so much for love
use me more i like it
living is easy with your eyes closed
it's my life
forgive me one more time
maybe you'll save my life
my life is sort of out of control
don't i look good enough for you?
the government calls to test me when i pee
hold on to sixteen as long as you can
here's to all our vice
the loss of friends you didn't have
i fell into you and now you're gracefully falling away
i'm too alone to be proud
if i fall you're going down with me
first comes heavy breathing
she has no idea what she's doing in college.
it all falls down
a reason to start over new
i'm drowning in my miseries, it solves everything
here's to us fools that have no meaning
please speak slowly, my heart is learning
i love animal crackers
in a few weeks
my aching heart would bleed
i always seem to want what i can't have
18 April 2004
fuck & run
i just live for my tomorrow.
i was born and bled for you to hold
the only voice i want to hear is yours
if you don't like my fire, then don't come around.
you just don't seem to have as much to lose
so you broke down tryin to leave town
you leave me no room to bleed
wondering what i've done wrong
i scream your name at the sky
i dare you to forget those marks you left across my neck
this fight is not worth fighting
good lovers make great enemies
you can't always fix what you break
i want a lover i don't have to love.
i need some meaning i can memorize.
making love into memories
is this really living?
where do i start, where do i begin?
it's funny how things work out
i'm miss world
will you be my valentine?
where do i go from here?
there's just too much that time cannot erase
and all those times i said i love you, those weren't lies
you never see the lonely me at all
the circle never breaks.
did you know you used to be my hero?
i don't know, this somehow saved me
i will have you to blame
wasting the best years of my life
if you dont risk anything you risk even more
i can feel the sun burning through me
i'm just roaming for the moment
it's 3am and i wanna go to bed
you're a moron
i will not go down with this ship
this life is too short to live it just for you.
you still have all of me
i haven't really ever found a place that i call home
all alone is all we are.
i wish that you would just leave
all i want are vows of silence
i think i have the right to grow
there's no reason to come home
a simple kind of life
it's one of my faults that i can't quell my past
roll the windows down, this cool night is curious
like a plane crash that never hits the ground
never is a promise & you can't afford to lie
and she swears that nothings wrong
my my, how can i resist you?
there was a time when life caught you by surprise
i wanna be everything except for your mistake
take me home so i won't remember
let that be enough
take me as i am, i'm not broken.
what did you expect?
can i get my money back?
i'll be the one mistake you carry forever
it's been a year now, and it's clear now
i am so much better than i used to be
how could anyone ever fight this?
Take my thoughts for what they're worth
where is my mind?
am i just reacting all the time?
well, it's alright. everything will work out fine.
you know what it's like
let's toast the night away to friends, and forget about tomorrow
no sign of emotion
sometimes we just have to let some things go
who can decide what they dream?
you have every right to be this appalled with me, join the club
there is no pride in seconds lost
dear i forgot your name again
all the things you've seens slowly fade away
i'm pushing through your tidal waves so i can breathe
in one night you made me your own
i'm making myself believe in you
just between you and me
maybe i'm a fatalist
it's all coming back to me
will we burn in heaven like we do down here?
i'm like so what i'm drunk
living my life isn't hard enough
count your blessings
i'm human and i need to be loved
how many times can you say goodbye?
does it comfort you to know you fought the good fight?
i think i've waited long enough
will you take me as i am, strung out on another man?
if we never meet again, it would be too soon
i'm all bloodied up
when you wake up i'll be gone
when it rings will you answer?
you don't know how hard i've tried to let it go
when eye meets eye, be calm
if i could make something of this, why wouldn't i?
it's a classic case of 'i don't know where it went'
i never lost control
try as i may i try in vain
one more week and i'll be gone
i'll sing till i run out of breath
december was a long year
be still, child
dying is strange and hard
feel your mouth on mine, you're saving me
you never know what could come along
i'm gonna close my body off
no peaceful sleep tonight
i sing & drink & sleep on floors
why'd you have to go & make things so complicated?
never had a drink that i didn't like
it's right now, it's always
if i'm so wrong and you're so right
may you find some comfort here
time so slowly turns
maybe she knows something i don't
she must be tired of life
weep not for the memories
there are only two of us now
will you take me as i am?
i can't be alone, so don't you dare leave me
i know it can't hurt more than it already does
she drank so hard the bottle ached
i was lost at sea, & you let me drown
if i told you this was killing me, would you stop?
i layed there for days & you forgot