17 July @ 3:33 am
(i think i've waited long enough)

i used to believe you but now there's nothing more to what you say for the moment. you sold emotion at half price. how many times can you say goodbye, my friend? i can see through your lies now. i don't believe in you. i can see right through you.

i don't know how you can call yourself my friend.

i leave in twenty-five days. twenty five days is nothing in this summer that is so quickly disappearing. but you don't even care. you lie and say you do. but you are so transparent. it's painfully obvious that you don't care about anyone but yourself. have you always been this selfish?

our friendship hasn't been good for a very long time. and now it's just dead. i walk out the door in less than a month, and i have no intention of keeping in touch. it's useless. you don't give a fuck now, so why would you once i'm gone? you won't even notice that i am.

i don't even want to say goodbye to you. i'd rather let the silence do that for me.

get up kids: forgive & forget
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