people are so fucking uncreative. this person stole the layout of my old journal. they just copied and pasted the html directly. all they did was change the color codes. they didn't even bother to fix the alignment of the links. *sigh* some people!

anyway, missouri was okay. and my brother's graduation was incredible. i've never seen anything like it. but there is a black cloud hanging over head. there always is. my brother leaves again july seventh. they're sending him to afghanistan. and it doesn't seem fair. he wasn't supposed to do combat. he's in the fucking military police for gods sake! they patrol the fucking military bases, not afghanistan! ugh.

i don't know, it's too much all at once. i can't think now, perhaps later.

brandtson: blindspot
feeling angry & frustrated