and you can't deny that i'll be the one mistake you carry forever...

i'm talking to a girl that i have known for eight years. we're talking about the past. and her regrets. and i keep telling her, you can't regret that shit. it'll eat you alive. but she's so deep into it she can't even see.

and i was thinking about how i used to regret everything. how i let it all get to me. but now i can honestly say that i only have one regret in life. and it is you. everything else is forgotten. forgiven. i can turn my back on all of it.

but you...how can i not regret you? it's not anything i dwell on. it's not something i think about anymore. but it's just that...i can honestly say that you are the biggest mistake that i have ever made. and ya know what, i am most likely yours too.

and that is just fucking fine.

phish: gin & juice
feeling tired