i'm feeling nostalgia for being sixteen.

i can't help it. i want that time back so bad. things now seem so complicated. now i have grown up problems. grown up situations.

but...i just want to drive around with my friends. get high. drink. go to all night parties & then crash on the floor. go to local shows. drive to college park and check out the emo bands. borrow twenty bucks from my mom & then feel like a rebel for buying cigarettes and band t-shirts. i want it all back.

fuck bills. and rent. and college. and sex. and harder drugs. and terrible distance. fuck it all. i don't want it. i want sixteen.