22 July @ 9:09 pm
(the government calls to test me when i pee)
home has been these things:
mass amounts of pot, snorting pills, hydrocodone, him, fooling around, rejection, oxycodone, frustration, cocaine, newports, sharon, and my mom finding out that i smoke pot.
oh my god. i haven't even been home for a week. i'm fucking up left and right. i am in a permanent state of confusion. and...i just don't know what to do anymore.