you miss me. you still need me. you said so today. but we're not supposed to be talking. we're on a break. why did you have to talk to me? i've been doing so well.

now i'm feeling so fucking low. i've been crying all day. i don't want to do this anymore.

to deal with this pain, i will be taking annie's entire bottle of codeine tonight. and perhaps i'll have some vodka to wash it all down.