everyone is graduating from college. getting married. having babies...

i'm not graduating anytime soon. i have a lover, not a boyfriend. and a baby is about the worst thing that could happen to me now.

why is my life so much different from theirs? what road did i take that led me to here? i'm not saying i want what they have, i'm just contemplating why i don't. and why i don't want that.

life is just too much fun for all that shit. be young.