when i feel alone... i will have you to blame --philippos

i don't want to think that i've made a mistake by letting you go. but i start thinking about it...and i don't know that i made the right decision. was i wrong?

maybe the things i said were right. and maybe you've actually helped me. maybe your not speaking to me is what i need. because i know i need to let go of home. and really, you were the only thing i was holding on to. you were all that i had left. and now that i don't have you...i can let go.

now i can live my life. without regret. without feeling like i've abandoned you. now i know that my decision to never come home is hurting one less person.

but know this, i still love you. and i'll never stop. i couldn't even if i tried.

bob dylan - hurricane
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