these sleepless nights are killing me.

i lay down, and i close my eyes, and the horrible thoughts flood in. i think about him. and all the pain he caused me. i think about how it didn't effect him at all, but it changed my life. he moved on in a heartbeat. i'm still healing. it's not fair, it still hurts. i should have moved on by now..

i'm tired of hating him. but i'll never stop.

sarah harmer: lode star
feeling exhausted