i had a good weekend. i'm finally starting to feel alive again. i just need to learn that opening up when you're drunk is almost never a good idea.

I woke up alarmed. I didn't know where I was at first. Just that I woke up in your arms. And almost immediately I felt sorry. Cause I didn't think this would happen again. No matter what I could do or say. Just that I didn't think this would happen again. With or without my best intentions. And whatever happened to a boyfriend? The kind of guy who tries to win you over. And whatever happened to a boyfriend. The kind of guy who makes love cause he's in it. And I want a boyfriend.

"fuck and run" by liz phair