21 April @ 1:40 am
(i always seem to want what i can't have)
i always seem to want what i can't have. and now i'm back to where i began.
i have an interview today.
if i get this job, i can stay here this summer. pay for my classes, pay my rent. i need this job.
but, i was secretly hoping that i wouldn't be able to find a job here. i was kind of hoping that i would be forced go home.
i'm not sure what i want anymore.