i don't dream since i quit sleeping. & i haven't slept since i met you.

i can't shake the feeling that all of this is wrong.

but how can i ignore the text messages that say that you wish i was there. or the tone of voice you use when you say you love me.

i waited three and a half years for this. and now that it's happened, now that you're acting like i've always wanted you to, i'm not so sure that this is what i wanted. it all played out so differently in my head.

wow, you're the only person alive who can make me feel this way. maybe i should thank you.

at least this way, i actually feel.

(annie lennox - no more i love yous)