you are the worst friend i have ever had.

i've been hurt by friends. betrayed. abandoned. neglected. but you're worse. you feed me lies of love and friendship. i'll call you backs. lets hang out soons. i miss yous. but it's just lies.

i don't know why you do this to me...i love you. i care about you. i try so hard to make it work. when did that stop being enough for you?

the beautiful mistake: december was a long year
feeling hurt