i saw him today.

i was walking to work and i spotted him. i didn't remember him being so attractive. he hugged me & told me how much he'd missed me & how good it was to see me. he walked me to work (because he's such a sweetheart).

i told him i'd stop by his house after i got out of my bio lab at 6:30. but instead i went & got high with ty. i finally made it to his house at 10:30. and of course he wasn't home.

i want him to want me. i want him to feel the same way about me that he did in february. but i don't know if that's possible. so much has changed.

i guess i'd settle for just being friends.