i wish i could say that i regret what we did. but i don't. i simply don't. i don't have that ability anymore. and after talking to sharon tonight, i really do feel like i've changed. like i've grown up. i've had a year and a half to sort things out. to learn how to trust my heart. and trust it i did.

thank you for making love to me on valentine's day. i hope you know that i care. i hope you know that it meant something to me. and most of all, i hope you know that you're one of the most important people in my life. and what we did...isn't going to change that.