21 June @ 6:51 pm
(it was nice waking up next to you)
you blow my mind,
like a colt 45 every time.
he says he could never be in a satisfying, monogamous relationship with me.
he does nothing but remind me that i am not what he wants. he's holding out for more. someone better. someone who isn't me.
maybe if he had never lovedmetouchedmefuckedme, i could understand.