20 April @ 11:00 pm
(if i told you this was killing me, would you stop?)
i so desperately need someone i can talk to. i am so confused. i am so upset with myself.
this is going to be a problem. my newest obsession. another self-destructive habit to add to my list. something else that will eventually kill me.
just know that i never meant for it to be like this. never.