1 February @ 12:00 am
(all i wanna do is look at you and know i'm okay)
a laundry list of problems doesn't make you interesting. and never getting help doesn't make you brave --straylight run
i want to drop out now. i can't wait until may to leave. i'm overwhelmed and i'm disillusioned.
there's an ache in my stomach that never stops. i barely sleep. it's all adding up. and i'm so fucking tired of hating myself.
what an endless cycle. never truly happy anywhere...