i have not been this pleasantly drunk in so long. it feels so nice.

i finally have good people in my life. but now i have to leave them. i'm so sad. everything should be like this. screwdrivers and cigarettes. empty liquor bottles and driving my best friends' girlfriend home. stumbling in the door at four am when i know full well that i have to be at work at nine. hiding vodka and rum in my closet.

i'm going to miss this & these people more than i can explain.