it feels like my entire body is shutting down. just your disapproval can do that to me. you know exactly how to make me feel like shit.

but it's too late now. i signed the lease. i made my decision. you guilting me isn't going to change a fucking thing. can't you just be happy for me? why won't you open your eyes and just look at me? why can't you just fucking TRY to understand...

you tell me that i'm strong, but i really just feel so weak.

eagles - hotel california
feeling exhausted